Whether you have arrived here with intentionality or by sheer happenstance, I celebrate your arrival to my (both literal and figurative) domain. You now find yourself in the not-quite-hallowed halls of the grand repository of my nonsensical ramblings, thoughtful diatribes, and therapeutic musings.

My hope is for you to feel a sense of connection. If you find yourself relating to or moved by one of my pieces, please grace me with a comment or two to let me know how I am doing.

I implore thee, impart upon me thy words.

Like most artists, my cravings include caffeine, excessive wordplay, structure that I can both follow and ignore, and thoughtful feedback, which helps me to better understand the ways people connect with my writings.

Have an enjoyable stay.



~ elr

Poetry Favorites

Randomized [3] | My Personal Favorites
A tropical storm is coming across the crystaline-blue ocean in Barbados.
A heavy storm is brewing, out on horizon's line. Panic sets as we worry how, to prepare ourselves in time. [continue] ...
: Abuse, Change, Community, Favorites, Fears, Grief, Hope, Inspiration, LGBTQIA+, Loss, Poems, Politics, Religion, Social Issues, Strength, Struggle, Transgender, Trauma, Trust

The Coming Storm (a poem)

A photograph of a Monarch butterfly hanging from a cluster of purple and orange flowers
The way that I was made, the people I have known, have all played their role, in the way that I have grown. All the things I’ve gone through, the trials I have faced, all those things, both good and bad, have led me to this place. [continue] ...
: Favorites, Introspection, Poems, Transgender, Transition

Who I am today (a poem)

A photo of a brunette woman wearing white cotton gloves and removing a white theatrical mask from her face. The remainder of the image is a black background.
This skin my mask behind it inside I hide from the world I hide from you never showing all that I feel never showing how deep [continue] ...
: Anaphoric, Christian, Dysphoria, Favorites, Introspection, Poems, Struggle, Transgender

Skin (a anaphoric poem)

Recent Poetry

Recent [3] | All Poetry
Dreamstime xxl 281767703 2048x850
The river she flows deep tonight, her banks are overrun, washing away the heaviness, collapsing ’neath the flood. [continue] ...
: Change, Drama, Introspection, Learning, Loss, Love, Poems, Strength, Struggle

The River Flows Deep (a poem)

Dreamstime 5383587 2048x850
How much does one have to suffer before we accept them on our shores? Is their pain enough to satisfy us, the gatekeepers of freedom? [continue] ...
: Abuse, Change, Christianity, Community, Fears, Grief, Introspection, Learning, Loss, Poems, Politics, Religion, Social Issues, Struggle, Trauma

Our Christian Nation (a poem)

Soft cloud background with colorful.
It’s an age old story, one that is not mine alone. [continue] ...
: Drama, Introspection, Learning, Loss, Poems, Strength, Struggle

I was soft (a poem)

Recent Articles

Recent [3] | All Articles | Top Articles
Two stacked electronic keyboards on a wooden shelf against a red brick wall, with ship models and books on the shelves nearby.
Though my parents hadn’t encouraged me in the pursuit of my dreams, my friend showed that he believed in me, and that sometimes we may need to pivot. (1,436 words) [continue] ...
: Acceptance, Art, Articles, Change, Expectations, Fears, Growth, Hope, Inspiration, Introspection, Learning, Strength, Struggle, Writing

Set the Past Aside (article)

Dreamstime 82661424 2048x850
I know the world is a scary place right now. I will not sugar coat that fact. (478 words) [continue] ...
: Acceptance, Art, Articles, Change, Expectations, Fears, Growth, Hope, Inspiration, Introspection, Learning, Strength, Struggle, Writing

Business advice for me, from me. (article)

Dreamstime 80677404 2048x850
We can stay true to ourselves in the midst of their pressure. (763 words) [continue] ...
: Articles

Lessons We Learn (article)

Recent Thoughts

Recent [3] | All Thoughts
Sad woman surrounded by people walking on a busy street.
Most of my life, I have been chasing approval. [continue] ...
: Art, Growth, Introspection, Learning, Nature, Thoughts, Writing

Chasing Approval (thoughts)

Today, I realized. (thoughts)
Just when I think I’m at a point where I’m okay and can finally start moving forward, someone casually or incendiarily hurls those three words, burning me to the core. [continue] ...
: Change, Drama, Family, Fears, Grief, Growth, Hurt, Introspection, Learning, Lonely, Loss, Social Issues, Struggle, Thoughts

Today, I realized. (thoughts)

Close-up of a lioness, open-mouthed, roaring, teeth bared in the light rain.
They have seen it all and stood strong despite the pushback. They have the scars to show for it, but they also have resilience. [continue] ...
: Big Thoughts, Change, Community, Growth, Hope, Inspiration, Learning, Social Issues, Strength, Struggle, Thoughts, Trust

On Days Like Today (thoughts)

Recent Stories

Recent [3] | All Stories | Shorts | Novellas
A man preparing to drive a white, painted finishing nail into a board with a hammer while his left hand supports the nail. A ladder, shop benches and tools are visible in the background.
In 1984, I decided to pierce my left ear. I did it myself with a bag of ice, a sterilized needle, and a bar of soap. (492 words) [read] ...
: Growth, Inspiration, Learning, Love, Short Stories, Stories, Struggle, Trust

The Earring

A bright red umbrella site alone on an aged European, wet, gray brick street. Overlay of pianist playing piano.
Pianist and Composer, Jason Fervento asked, "How does this song make you feel?" (107 words) [read] ...
: Change, Fiction, Learning, Loss, Love, Short Stories, Stories, Struggle, Trust, Vignette

I Stand Alone (a vignette)

A monochrome image of snow falling softly on a line of wood and cast-iron benches that line the sidewalk in a New York City park. In the background, old buildings stretch into the distance.
Sometimes the warmth we need comes from an unexpected place. A novella (10,025 words). [read] ...
: Drama, Fiction, Grief, Hope, LGBTQIA+, Loss, Novellas, Slice of Life, Stories, Struggle, Transgender

Cold

Topics

Randomized [3] | Search All Posts by Topic
A luxurious Chinese wood and brass jewelry box, with abalone inlay and a bird design in the center of each panel. The box is sitting on a weathered wooden table with an old dark brick wall in the background
If you live your life in a box, it really doesn’t matter how pretty it is on the outside. [continue] ...
: Introspection, Random, Struggle, Thoughts

observation from the inside (thoughts)

A cool-toned photo of human arms, with chains wrapped around their wrists, hands raised above a crowd. The chain between their wrists is breaking, expressing the message of gained freedom through fight.
Liberty is having agency over one’s own destiny and decisions. Liberty cannot truly exist without the ability to govern what happens to and with one’s own body. (2,739 words) [continue] ...
: Acceptance, Change, Community, Diversity, Inspiration, Intersex, Politics, Social Issues, Speeches, Strength, Struggle, Transgender, Trust

Liberty, expanded (speech)

Surface bubbles in blue water.
The giggle induced din engulfed the room in waves splashing against each wall with its ever expanding joyful chatter [continue] ...
: Community, Friendship, Poems, Slice of Life, Struggle

Laughter in the Lunchroom (a poem)

 

Main Image: ID 3300611 © Photogl | Dreamstime.com