Under the Surface (a poem)
Wearing my mask,
you see what I let you.
Only showing,
what is acceptable.
I hold back the pain,
pretend it’s all roses.
Never let you see,
what’s under the surface.
Wearing my mask,
you see what I let you.
Only showing,
what is acceptable.
I hold back the pain,
pretend it’s all roses.
Never let you see,
what’s under the surface.
a fork in the road actually represents five choices.
We can go forward in one clear direction or the other.
We can go back the way we came.
We can sit right where we are and remain comfortable…
We all have weakness, strengths and abilities.
How we handle them can make all the difference.
I thought that I would sit down, and write just how I feel,
but right now, this point in time, nothing seems quite real.
When I was young I would read my daily horoscope
to see what was NOT going to happen to me that day.
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The way that I was made,
the people I have known,
have all played their role,
in the way that I have grown.
All the things I’ve gone through,
the trials I have faced,
all those things, both good and bad,
have led me to this place.
I started looking deep inside.
Finding ways to let down my guard
and be true to who I am
instead of running and hiding from myself.
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My anger always turned to crying,
and my desperation turned to asking God one more time…
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